BaTaH!!

Hehe what does Batah actually mean leh? Its actually a hebrew word that means “trust in, trust or rely upon” or “feel safe, trust, be full of confidence” in God.

Its actually almost like "having faith" just more glamour la hehe I choose this as my blog account name its because in my life really I can say many things I did not think I deserved it but somehow I got it hehe

Its like if you look back at your life, all the things you gone through and the last thing you will expect is you are now here where you are today..Especially for the last 2 months when my dad got into a bad accident and suddenly everything is on my shoulder..before this I thought being a parent was easy as you work and come back (yeah I hope it was that easy) but to really have it all in 1 go O.o''' its overwhelming but I thank God He brought me through it all and I learn as I grow..don't we all?

Well I certainly learn alot and is still learning in my life..all I can say is that in those times when I was so tired and in loneliness I put my faith in God to see me through and time and time again He provide and guided my whole family :)

So if you are in the midst of a problem or disappointments, i cant really say don't worry coz during when I was in a situation like that also I cant stop worrying hehe but all I can say is that throughout the whole thing the time when I feel most relax is when I was praying and it REALLY helps if you talk to someone you feel comfortable even though you assume that he don't understand your situation hehe

"Commit everything you do to the Lord. Trust him, and he will help you" Psalm 37:5

Late Night!!

ARG!!! So many things to do but so so little time..Actually to think of it 24 hours should be enough..according to statistics, it is still said on average people still sleep 8 hours per day and i barely get 6 hours 0.0'''
Hmm I think on average I dont see tv much but only online but also bout maximum 2 hours but why still I dont have time to complete my studies..I think most probably like the saying 'study smart not hard'..I always do study long hours but the frustrating thing is that I cant seem to remember them all fully after like 2 days..I am currently trying mind map and writting and testing myself just hope it works..

Oh ya if anyone who reads this got tips on how to spend my time wisely and not waste it too much PLEASE share hehe

H1N1

O-o''' Today got 1 H1N1 patient in hospital while I was doing my ward duty..at first we did not know it was confrim once we knew it we were STUNNED!!! hehe we went outside the ward to wait for our lecturer to come and she bought N95 mask 4 us..so guys anybody reading this dont take it lightly ok but most important is your own immunity..Eat well and sleep well!!

Tired!

Today was soooo tiring but able to went through my whole class without sleeping hehe :)
Will Gambate not to sleep in class and try to absorb as much as possible..Felt very guilty also when Yoke Yeng scold me why I sleep in class always coz she said my dad work so hard to pay my uni fees and at first i thought I can study better at night so I think sleeping at class is ok la not like I slept the entire session..but yesterday I can to realise after doing my devotion that its all about balance..no matter night or day both I can study just if I try and adjust..rather than sleeping in class and get 'adviced' by lecturers :p I rather try to adjust my study time and succeed in that manner..hehe
So will try hope I can do it and get adjusted hehe

Off to hospital now!!!

HAHA!!

My first blog entry!! Don't know whether can update everyday anot hehe
Maybe at times fell emo then I'll write la hehe